SPEECHLESS. This was my reaction after watching the last vlog Senrid uploaded 1 year ago had past. He has Persistent Depressive Disorder and I think he's still on treatment as he said that he'll come back posting videos on YouTube once he got finally recovered. And I didn't notice any single of it the moment I've met him. He seems so fine in my eyes! Yes, he has this cold vibe that Frank always pointing on but it wasn't enough for me to notice that there's something more about him- about his mental health.
It's been on my mind the whole night. I didn't sleep well. Thinking maybe it's the reason why he doesn't want me to know his channel. Nabanggit nya rin sakin isang beses na idedeactivate nya rin ito.
Even though his post was posted 1 year ago I still saw new comments, asking when will he come back, did he recover well, some miss him so much, and patiently waiting for him. I wonder if he's reading comments.
Noong gabing iyon gusto ko syang puntahan sa kanila. I wanted to ask him if he's okay. I messaged him wishing he would respond immediately but he didn't, marahil ay tulog na.
Today, I'm cooking some snacks for him—a fried malunggay coated with egg and bread crumbs. It was warm afternoon today at buti'y hindi maulan. Final defense nila ngayon at mukhang sa bahay nila gaganapin dahil nakita ko si Coleen na pumasok kanina sa bahay nila so I prepare a lot of snacks for them.
"Penge ha," I grunted Molly's name ng dumakot siya nang niluluto diretso sa bibig niya.
"Ang damot mo ha,"
"Ganyan ba talaga kapag inlove,"
"Ngiting ngiti habang nagluluto," Sinamaan ko sya ng tingin.
"Aasarin mo pa ang Ate eh for sure, mas malala ka pa dyan kapag nainlove. Sa cellphone pa nga lang at hindi kilalang mga koryano kilig na kilig na," Sabat ni Papsi kaya naman she grunted Papsi name in softest way. Napangisi ako!
"Mabilis talaga ang karma," Bulong atsaka muling bumaling sa niluluto.
Nang matapos ay inayos ko ang niluto, inilagay sa magandang lagayan at inayos ang sarili ko. I was wearing a pink tshirt with printed of be yourself and a usual jersey!
"Sa kabila lang Paps," He nodded.
Pinindot ko kaagad ang doorbell nang makarating sa gate nila. Namilog ang mata ko nang iluwa ng pintuan ang isang pamilyar at isang beses ko palang na-meet na babae. Her doll eyes were smiling as well her thin and pinkish lips to me.
I got stunned to where I am standing. Anong ginagawa nya sa bahay nila Senrid? Parang may kung anong gumuhit sa puso ko.
"Tuloy ka, Maliah!"
Nakangiting saad nya. Napangiti naman ako ng pilit at bawat tapak sa daanan ay ramdam ko ang bigat. Hindi ko alam kung bakit parang gusto ko nalang bumalik sa bahay. Pakiramdam ko'y may hindi magandang mangyayari sa'kin.
Anong ginagawa ng babaeng 'to dito. When she rejected the guy already? Kumustahin? Maari naman. Pero bakit? Halong halong tanong ang nasa isip ko.
"Oy Maliah!" Gulat na bati ni Coleen. Nginitian ko naman sya.
"Vacla ano yang dala mo?" There's a gayish tone when Kenneth asks me.
"Malunggay fried!"
Initaas ko pa ang dala at tila ba proud. Hinanap ng mata ko si Senrid. His two members were already wearing a formal attire. Maybe he's in room!
"Hindi ko mahanap ang adaptor, nakakainis." Nakuha ng pamilyar na boses ko ang atensyon na ngayon ay pababa ng hagdan. Magulo ang buhok! He's white long sleeve were unbutton yet and there's a white shirt underneath. Nakajersey short! Gusto kong matuwa sa suot nya! He looks cute.
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