The Young & The Mindless Dos!

Chapter 17: Thinking

Leslie's P-O-V

I caught a taxi and went home. I was calm and collected until I locked my bedroom door. That's when I broke down. I was so confused. I had no idea what to do. The guy who I took the chance to trust. The one who I finally opened up to just stabbed me right in my chest...

The tears continued to flow. That's when I got a phone call from some unknown number. I contemplated on whether to pick up or not. I left it alone. Figuring that it was just Roc using another number to get in contact with me.

I cried and cried. Not really thinking of what direction I should go with Roc and I's relationship. I don't know if I should stay with him or if I should just leave him before anymore damage could be done.

I mean, at least he was honest. He told me everything. Or at least I think he told me everything. And he really looked sorry. It was as if I hurt him badly when I walked away. I then remembered what he had whispered to me.

"We're going to get through this. It's just a little bump in the relationship. Just as long as you can forgive me. Can you forgive me?"

I mean, I can't walk around angry at him for all of my life. Plus, I love Roc. So I'll forgive him. But he kissed some other girl behind my back... and I don't think I can forget that.

Just then, my phone rang again. This time, it was Melody.

"Hello?" I answered sniffling.

"Hey," she said sounding stuffy.

"Were you crying?"

"Yeah. You?"

"Yeah," I replied laughing a little.

"Why are you crying?" She asked.

I explained to her about what Roc had revealed earlier.

"Wow."

"Yeah."

"Well, are you going to stay with him?" She asked.

"What? Why should I?"

"Because, you love him. And you did say that she came on to him even though she knew about you. I mean, it wasn't his fault. Why punish him for it?"

I sighed, "You're probably right."

"Probably? You know I'm right."

"Okay. I know. You are right. But what do you think I should do?"

"Realize that he's a celebrity who will always have girls after him, get him back, and hold on to him tight. Roc is a good guy. It's best if you keep him."

"Okay, okay. I guess I'll talk to him tomorrow."

"Good," she laughed.

"Anyway, why were you crying."

"Oh. Travis and I... We aren't together anymore."

I was happy and shocked at the same time. I never thought I would see this day come.

"Whoa. Explain how and why and when and where!"

She laughed and went on to explain the situation. I couldn't believe how it went down. She made my situation seem like nothing.

"Oh my goodness! Wow. But, it's probably for the best... He was no good anyway."

"You know, I usually get upset when you say that, but I realized that you're right. He is no good. But that was what I loved. And I still do. I loved the disorder that he brought to my orderly life. But, now, I don't know what to do. I want him back. But does he want me back? I don't know. I just feel so messed up with the thought of not being his anymore. I just want to be his again. I want my Travie to want me back."

By this point, I felt bad. But I still knew better. I wasn't going to help her get Travis back, but I was going to help her love someone again. That someone was Prodigy.

*~SEE WHAT HAPPENS NEXT TIME~*