Sadly life isn't a book that you can just rewrite in real life you can't write what youd feel at moments youd love to have but you cannot rewrite life
In real life you can't just choose love or to fall in love it has to happen naturally otherwise its not real and you can't choose what will happen or what you'll feel just have to wait and find out.Hugging and then crying so much because even the tinyiest bit of affection made you literally sob while walking home as you had to take breaks to stand and cry.
Idk man being on a bus and then the bus makes a fast stop ans you both fall on top of eachother as there are so many people around both of you you just get up and stand there dying inside, screaming.
Rawr