Its almost been a week since you left leaving me confused about it all it makes you feel the worst way possible but you said you don't care wich hurt me alot physically and mentally and you know you are a difficult person and it makes dealing with you really alot to handle and now its almost been a year since you and your ex started talking again and you just remembered how much all of it hurt but you ruined it all just like you always do,you push people away who mean the world to you.
"How do I hug your soul?"
You feel like the worst person on earth like you'd endlessly wanna apologise to everyone you've hurt but the most him the person you lost most recently after they told you that they have no feelings left for you after what happened and that physically felt like someone stabbed you.
You feel like you're falling and there's no end to it anymore you feel like you're at the pit and everyone's moving on but you
You are left alone
But maybe you deserve it
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This is a vent
