Ripped tights, bleached hair,minecraft at 2 am a night before work talking with someone and relating and getting along watching anime and some random shit laughing you hate that people assume that any person you meet and feel free around and feel like you can exist around them but alot of people immediately think the feelings are romantic but for you to get a romantic connection with someone doesnt happen that easily and drinking feeling free and not judged once in so long feels so good.
Being tipsy when you get drunk telling yourself that you're sober while you know very well that's not thr truth and you're stress drinking while laughing at your own issues as always.
As thr december nights are long and dark while you spend them drinking out with random people mostly its so hard for you to feel free and just exist with someone
