TW
When you wanna text them again unblock them and just cry to them but you know they don't wanna even hear from you and know that they are happy without you.
Your ex is terrorising you again and your family and not leaving you alone wich makes you wanna jump off a roof to just not give fuck.
You feel like dying your hair back to red as it used to be last year and you wanna be manic or don't? At this point you don't even know what you want or not want.
Imagine drinking and giving someone so many kisses because you love them so much and not cuz you feel manic just from pure love for them,they are amazing.
Walking around in your bedroom at 3:50 am and writing and meanwhile being excited for the next day when you are going to dye your two streaks of hair back to red,red has been one of your fear hair colors since what happened the last time you had red hair and you hate it absolutely hate that you,so much that you talk about that yourself in third person.
