imagine being loved the way youve always iamgined them texting you good morning when you wake up and then ask how you slept them listening to you reading to them and spending time with them hugging them just laying with them and without worrying about if they are annoyed at you not doing enough you wish to be loved in the best way im not a poet im a human being who writes about my toughts i want to get you flowers i wanna hug you til i cant i wanna write about and us kiss you in the rain i like everything about you abous us and i know ive known you for such a little time as a month but i have a feeling you are my person and in some universe if id be to lose you it would hurt so much .
the way we hold hands and hug it feels so special to me i hope with me you also feel special and its diffrent with me i hope you have so many feelings for me as i have for you i have so so many feelings for you one of them is hurt but alot of them are love ,lust care and i could go on and on about how much i love you its just sometimes hard to love
i wanna spend endless time with you i wanna walk with you at warm summer nights and just talk on a bench and share a kiss i wanna watch the stars with you it might be alot to some people but me its a dream i love you so much and i know you sometimes feel jelousy and im sorry im make you feel that way and im sorry i want so much ive romantisized my life so much that romance seems so great and in real life with you it feels sometimes too much but that might not be a bad thing with you.
i wish i could explain to you my feelings my dumb feelings but i dont want to hurt you i want to show you only love i dont want to show you the true me the hurt me i wanna be okay with you i wanna act like everything is okay with you and yes you may say its lying or not being honest but i just dont want to put it all on you i just want you to feel all the love i have for you.
i love you
and im
sorry.
