fantasies

its cold alone

The hot breath in the cold early winter air as you sit alone waiting for the bus the feelings you have are eating you up inside because you gave someone everything who just lied to your face for months while now you're just trying to feel whole again as it's getting colder day by day it's Christmas next month wow.

Drinking with strangers at clubs getting drunk til you throw up,you just want someone to understand what and how you feel daily to feel that connection