their hair they eyes and the freckles on their cheeks would shine so much when they smiled and laughed at their own stupid jokes missing someone who was so dear to you, you just miss them so much you want them to be here with you for them to hold you and sleep next to you as they used to.
knowing you have to get to know someone new like that again is so terrifying you just want to stay at the safe place in the hurt because thats the last thing you have left of them youre not even sure if you love then anymore or just miss them being a familar.now you have new people in your life its scary but i none of this hadnt happened you wouldnt have all these new people in your life who are there for you and love you.
new people will love you difrently and better only if you let them though you know its so scary but youre starting to accept that they may not care nor come back but if its meant to be in your life theyll come back and if not then they arent meant to be in your life .
