Small Tw
You are trying to give everything time but its so hard because you are trying to make yourself distance yourself from them because you are so scared you want them to know but at the same time you dont want to rush your feelings or theirs you are trying so hard but thinking that they heard you spilling all your feelings out and that made them distance themselves from you and thats so scary.
So you give up because its the best for both of you as its better that way or thats what you hope what will happen with literal tears streaming down your cheeks you smile because its for the best for both of you or at least you are trying to ignore your feelings for them.
You are ignoring your feelings again its so hard for both of you literally it hurts so much literally crying so much.
