Low battery,the evening talks I'm coming to get you right now the way we talk things out when things get difficult but it still hurts it makes me feel like it's all my fault like everything I feel is too much like I feel trapped in my own feelings like I can't say how I feel because I know I'm too much everything feels so old but new at the same time I've been so sick and stressed and I hate and love the fact it's September again I've made so much process with healing there's still ptsd but I'm trying so hard to get better because sadly things like these take time
I was so scared of this time of the year because everything gets dark again and night will get shorter and darker watching the moon with you makes it alot better though breathing with you makes me feel easier calmer I know I'm a difficult person but I'm trying for you and you make me want to also try for myself you make me wanna live more and die less , you make me feel alive each and every touch from you is special,every time you kiss me it feels like I'm living again the fact I can and am waking up next to you and get to stare at your pretty eyes almost every morning makes me feel the luckiest.
I'm really trying for both of us for this to work because I cannot lose you no matter what because I love you the most.<3
