TW
When The snapchat memories that show what you did a year ago start feeling like getting slammed into concrete that's when you know you've fucked up again by looking at them for too long again and again.
You miss the year ago you but you see them as a completely different person you talk about yourself from a year ago like talking about someone else because you sometimes don't even recognise yourself in those videos and pictures.
Right now you'd never do the shit you did a year back ,you'd never hang out with the people you used to.
You did shit that went so much over the line that you were lying on a hostel room bed with your ex who you hated but you were too far from giving a shit about yourself.
