𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿⁵ // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 38

April 12th, 2041

3RD PERSON

In house of Hossler's, everyone got in their rooms since it was already 1 am.

Lexi just finished her shower after Jaden, walking out of bathroom wrapped in her towel.

"Hey baby." Jaden said as desire was starting to rise in his eyes.

"Hi." She quickly said as she tried to walk over to their closet.

"Can you come over here for a second?"
"Can't it wait until I get dressed?"
"No, I need it now."

Lexi sighed as she walked over to him as he sat on the end of the bed on his left side.

"What do you need?" Jaden didn't answer her, but instead pulled her to straddle her lap.

"Jaden what are you doing?"
"I really want you baby. So bad."
"B-but are you sure?"
"Yes. 100%."
"B-but I haven't shaved nor anything-"
"Baby were been together for 20 fucking years. Not last five, but still. Didn't you have enough time to learn that I don't care about it? I don't expect you to be shaved every day in case we have sex."
"B-but-"
"Look, it's fine. We don't need to do anything."
"It's not that Jaden, it's just- I want to but..."
"But what?"
"I just- my body has changed since the last time you saw me. I- I-"
"Shut up. Like, shut up right now. Of course it changed it's been five fucking years."
"I know, but-"
"Okay. We are not doing anything. I'm not gonna press you." Jaden cupped her face as he kissed her.

"B-but I just don't want you seeing me and not liking what you see."
"That won't ever happen. Because I fell in love with your heart and not fucking body. And you were always so beautiful to me even when you couldn't see it. And even if no one else on the world thought that, you will always be so fucking beautiful to me. Inside and outside. Okay?" Jaden cupped her face as he talked to her.

It was just so crazy to him that she thought she wasn't beautiful enough for him. In his eyes, she was most beautiful woman he ever met in his life. And he loved every single part of her.

"C'mon, go get dressed so we can sleep."
"Jaden, I'm-"
"You don't have to say anything, love. I love you, okay?"
"I love you too."

He tapped her thighs before she got up and left to bathroom.

"Babe?"
"Yeah?"
"Can you just bring me socks please?"
"Of course."

Lexi got dressed in her pyjama and walked back to the room.

"Thank you."
"Of course."
"Turning it off?"
"Yeah." Jaden turned off his lamp as they got under the duvet.

"Good night love."
"Night Jae."

Room fell silent as Jaden snuggled to closer to Lexi, wrapping his arm around her as she did the same.

Lexi felt so bad that she wanted to cry. She felt as if she ruined everything, only because of her self-consciousness.

But the truth is that Jaden only felt bad because his wife wasn't comfortable to show him her body. It wasn't problem that she didn't want anything, it's just how comfortable she is around him. And she obviously wasn't comfortable enough.

They fell asleep, Lexi's breath still uneven as she was deep into her overthinking.

•

"Morning."
"Morning."