𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿⁵ // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 44

April 20th, 2021

MICHAEL'S P.O.V.

"God-fucking-dammit." Celia mumbled as she covered her face with her hands.

"I should've texted them to tell them you were over. He wouldn't walk in then. I'm sorry."
"It's fine. But what if I was naked? Your fucking dad, man that basically raised me up, would see me naked."
"Noo, if I were to take off your clothes I would've locked the doors. I promise you."

She sighed as she turned around and buried her face in my pillow.

Great, first fucking time and it gets fucked up.

"It's fine, you don't need to be stressed. He won't ever mention it, because he probably felt awkward too." I played with her hair as laid on my side and leaned on my elbow.

"I don't wanna do anything now, Mikey."
"It's okay, we don't need to."

I hate how fast she got uncomfortable. I mean, I don't blame her. I've known her my whole life, I know it's hard for her to trust people, especially with her dad.

I'm not sure what is it about Josh, but she seems to be scared of him a lot. And he seems to be too possessive.

I mean, until now, I didn't think much of it, but since she started coming over at our house I realized how controlling he is. I thought when we went out he'd call her and all that stuff just because he cares and he doesn't want something bad happening. But now she is literally across from her house, in a house that she grew up in. She's as safe here as she is in her house.

I snuggled up to her, kissing her head as we just laid there.

•

"Celia. Baby. Your phone is ringing."
"Mm, who is it?"
"Josh."

She immediately jumped up and checked the time before answering her dad.

"Hi dad.. No, I'm at-.. No, I'm at Josie's, Mason's and Michael's.. Yes, okay, I'll be back in half.. Okay, 20 minutes." She rolled her eyes before hanging up on the phone and throwing herself back on the bed.

"Your dad is really controlling."
"Yeah, I know." She sighed, making me snuggle down to her and kiss her neck few times.

"What you wanna do?"
"Nothing. Just lay in bed and cuddle. And maybee..." Celia smirked as she looked down at me.
"Maybe what?"
"Maybe kiss you. Only maybe."
"Oh I bet you will." I supported myself up on my right elbow as my hand placed on her cheek.

We started making out. Her lips just feel so soft against mine. I can't believe that I didn't realize earlier that I've been in love with her my whole life.

That's why I've always been so protective over her. And my excuse always was that she was like a sister to me. And it sounds so wrong now, when I'm laying in this bed, making out with her.

I've always felt a relief that she wasn't allowed to have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. Because I didn't want her getting hurt. Or now that I think about it, it's because I just wanted her for myself.

"I need to go soon."
"I know. Will we see each other tomorrow?"
"Dad is working from 9 to 4 tomorrow, I'm pretty sure. He has a busy day on work, so we could definitely."
"Good. Because this wasn't enough for me."
"H-"
"I mean how much time we've spent together. I want you always in my arms." I quickly remarked, making her blush under me.

"Okay, I'll go now, so he doesn't get mad."
"Okay. I'll walk you downstairs."

We got up and walked out my room once she collected all her stuff.

"Hey, I'm just gonna walk C out."
"Oh, you're going already?" Momma asked as she looked at Celia who stood a little behind me.

"Yeah, dad called me."
"Oh, okay then."
"Bye."

•

"She kinda seemed off, is everything okay?"
"Don't tell me it's because I walked in the room. I didn't have idea she's here." Dad looked at me with guilty eyes, making me chuckle.

"No, it's not because of that. I don't know, it's probably because of Josh."
"Why?"
"Well, I don't know. He's always so controlling. And until now, I thought it's just because he wants her safe. But she's in our fucking house. Literally across the street." I sighed as I sat on one of the stools.

"Well, you see, Josh isn't really a chill guy. It's probably because of that." Momma said, making dad raise his eyebrows.

"What do you mean chill guy?"
"Well, I'm just saying, he doesn't like when he is not listened to." She answered him, but seeming like she isn't saying the complete truth.

"And how'd you know that?"
"Nessa told me, obviously." Mom shrugged once again, making dad bit the inside of his mouth as he seemed to be thinking.

"Mikey, would you set up the table?"
"Yeah." I sighed as I got up. I absolutely despise setting up the table, but I know I'm not small, and I also know mom is working too much all the time, so I gotta bring myself up to do it. Just to help her.

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