𝗠𝘆 𝗦𝗮𝘃𝗶𝗼𝗿⁵ // 𝘑𝘢𝘥𝘦𝘯 𝘏𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘳

chapter 32

April 11th, 2041

JADEN'S P.O.V.

"Lexi! Lexi!" I yelled as I searched around to find her. Where the fuck is she and how did no one tell her that there's a fire?!

"Lexi! Babe! Where are you?!" I yelled as I ran through halls, before running up the stairs again.

Third floor. She's in my office and on this floor is fucking fire.

My legs were giving up, but I needed to get her out of here. Until then, the pain is left aside.

"Lexi?!" I yelled as I managed to jump over slight fire that was going closer and closer to my office.

"Lexi?!" I busted through the doors. Where is she?! She's not in here.

"Lex?!" I turned around to get out of office and try to find her somewhere, but felt a sharp pain on the back of my head as at the same time someone pulled my shirt off my nose and put a cloth over my mouth.

My eyes soon closed, making me fall unconscious.

"Jaden!"

Wait, where is she? I never heard her voice until now.

"Jaden. Jaden." My eyes opened, feeling like I'm wrapped in someone's arms.

"Hey. It's okay. It's okay. You're alright now. It was just a dream."

I looked up to see Lexi there looking down at me. She started playing with my hair, trying to calm me down.

It was only then that I realized how tight I'm holding her.

I loosened my grip a little, but still held her tight as I buried my face in her boobs.

Few tears managed to escape my eyes as she continued whispering nice things to me, telling me that I just had a nightmare.

I don't even know how many times this already happened. I had uncountable amount of nightmares of that same day repeating in my head while I slept.

They would always wake me up in the middle of the night. I would wake up shaking, with my heart racing, ringing in my ears and sometimes even sweating. And I'd end up crying myself back to sleep.

"Baby what did you dream about?" She whispered to me as she gently played with my hair.

"That same day repeating."
"Oh. Jae, I never wanted to ask you what happened, not wanting to trigger your trauma, but maybe if you tell me it starts being a little better."

She's right. I never shared it with anyone. Maybe I should.

"I, uh, I maybe tell you in morning."
"M'kay." She kissed my head repeatedly while rubbing my back and playing with my hair.

With her making sure not to stop playing with my hair and rubbing my back, I fell asleep.

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I rubbed my head into Lexi's chest, placing a kiss on the crook of her neck, but immediately realized it's much smaller body than my wife's. Especially her boobs.

I jumped up on the bed, realizing it's Josie.

"Jesus Christ, I'm sorry."
"It's fine."

Did I just fucking rub my head into my daughter's chest? That must've made her so uncomfortable.

"It's fine dad, relax, I know you didn't know it's me. Come here, I want to cuddle still."