Eight Words Love Story

Ross Diary # 6

December 7, Tuesday

It feels wrong to dictate my heart to fall in love with someone else when it's her who it's screaming.

Pero siya na mismo ang tumulong sa aking humakbang palayo sa kaniya.

Gusto ko siyang mahalin kahit mali.

O mas mali bang diktahan ang puso kong magmahal ng iba?

"Look at there, it looks magical, isn't it?" Celine clung to my arms. Nakatingin siya sa dagat.

I should be happy and contented that my plan succeeded but it feels wrong to be with a different person.

Nasanay na ata akong si Moren palagi ang nasa tabi ko. Umabot na sa puntong ang weird sa pakiramdam na may kasama akong iba.

"I have a confession to make," aniya. "I'm not sure if I like you. But I don't hate you either."

Do I want this? Celine is a great lady but I belong to only one person.

Kung kailan naman nakuha ko na ang gusto kong mangyari saka ako nagkaroon ng pag-aalinlangan.

I looked back to see Moren walking away from me with Franz. She seems to be happy about me and Celine.

"Maybe we can try and see if we can make it work?" That was the third time she mentioned that because I am not paying attention.

"Sure. I don't want to break your heart, so I hope you won't fall that hard while we try."

"I thought you like me." Kumunot ang noo niya.

I'm trying to like her. Pero maling gumamit ng ibang tao para makalimutan ko ang nararamdaman ko kay Moren. It's a relief to know that we're on the same page.

"Wala na ba, Ross?" she asked.

"I thought we'll see if we can work it out?"

There was nothing to begin with. Dahil ang akala kong pagtulong ni Moren na ilapit ako sa iba ay tulong pala para mas lalo akong mahulog sa kaniya.

I need to know how to unlove her. I don't want to lose her.

A/N: Eight Words Love Story: The story of untold feelings. Chos!