Out - 14.02.22

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by LusciousFluid

by LusciousFluid

Grief weighs heavily. I don't have the strength to do any concrete exploration. Today is valentine's day and I can't even find the words to write to Queenie.

Mum's death hurts like crazy. I can't reply to messages properly. I can't do shit.

I'm in bed and want to just watch films. Take away my mind from all the things happening. I know how that's anti what I teach myself and share with people. But today, I can't keep up with shit.

I just came in from a 2-hour evening walk though. I think that counts for something.

I'm tired and sad. Deeply sad.