WHERE ARE YOU?

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" I don't think I can keep this up anymore, I cant, I don't want to" Jungkook said running his hands over his face, he was tired, he was scared but more than anything he felt alone, he felt abandoned. Jimin sat opposite him, silently listening to his friend, who appeared to have been crying when he first  knocked on his apartment door about 30 minutes ago, but refused to disclose the reasons as to why.

"Talk to him, he will listen, ask him to meet you for lunch or dinner and talk to him" Jimin said in a soft tone as he took the younger's hands in his own rubbing small circles on his hand. Jungkook gave a faint smile and a little nod. "Okay now" Jimin said, getting up, "let's fix your make up". Jungkook didn't have any make up on when he first arrived, but he knew the older always loved to do his make up and he always let him because he was actually very good at it. He gave him a simple look, but definitely one that enhanced his beautiful features.

Two hours have passed, the  sad feelings deeply buried beneath the giggles that filled the apartment. Jimin was filling his friend on his trip to the mall last week that turned into a ruckus when he ended up in what almost turned into a fight with a fellow customer after they both grabbed the same fluffy sweater that Jimin had been meaning to get as soon as it hit the racks.

"Suga carried me  out over his shoulder"  Jimin said laughing as he recalled how he acted. They talked for about an hour longer until Jungkook took his leave.

On his way home, he called Taehyung, inviting him to come out to dinner with him, the older was still at work. "I booked us a restaurant" Jungkook went on, and Taehyung hummed in response, as he listened to the younger "so I will see you at 8" Jungkook said after he had given the older more details about their dinner date then ended the call.

7:40, His palms were sweaty, it's not like this is the first time they had dinner together, hell they have been dating for over the past 2 years now. But Jungkook was still nervous. It has been a while since they had gone out, since Taehyung's promotion to CEO, it felt as if they had drifted further apart, and with what happened last week, Jungkook was hoping he will get to speak to Taehyung tonight.

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It had been 2 weeks since their dinner date, Taehyung never showed up, before Jungkook knew it, it was 9:00 and still no sign of the older. He sighed , running his hand through his hair "what did I expect" . It was now 9:40, he got up to leave when one of the waiters approached him, he gave a faint smile, "you can have my order as your treat since everything was already paid for in advance" He said. The waiter wanted to protest before Jungkook cut him off, "yes I am sure" he chuckled a little, finding himself quite silly , then  he turned to walkout of the restaurant, the waiter watched him as he walked away, he was feeling sad for the man, knowing how much effort he had actually put into tonight's dinner.

Earlier Jungkook had called the restaurant to have them prepare one of their special meals which was Taehyung's favorite. Given their financial and social status , they were VIP customers in all of the best restaurants in Seoul. So everything was made to be perfect, for the perfect night. Except, it didn't turn out to be so perfect after all.

Now a week later, Taehyung returned home last night from his impromptu meeting that turned into a business trip that took a week. He  found Jungkook sleeping on the couch, he decided to  carry him to their bedroom instead of waking him, as he  pulled the blanket over him, Jungkook woke up to look at him, "I am sorry I am late baby" Taehyung said as he leaned down to kiss his forehead, "go back to sleep", he said looking at a sleepy Jungkook with puffy eyes barely open. Jungkook didn't protest as he drifted back to dream land, a place where he didn't hear Taehyung constantly apologize "I'm sorry am late baby"-  did he even mean it ? Jungkook thought to himself right before he fell asleep.

If only he had stared a little longer, if he had observed his face a little bit longer before he got up to change out of his suit, he would have noticed the tear stains on Jungkook's cheeks, he would have noticed that his eyes were to puffy to simply be from sleep. But he didn't, he never did.

Now, Taehyung stood in their bedroom, he had just returned from work, he was hoping to talk to Jungkook today since last night he found him asleep and he had to leave early for the office this morning. Jungkook's clothes were still neatly packed in their walk in closet, everything was there, but it was empty, because Jungkook wasn't there, he had left him,                             

"Goodbye Taehyung" -  that's all it said on the little note he found by the dresser. "No, he didn't leave ,he didn't leave me"....

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So hi there ,I  know that was quite a lot, so many things going on at once, a lot of time skip,  but I promise it will all make sense in due time. Its one of those books that start of with another part than the actual beginning, I hope it was a good read.

Please let me know what you think, I know its not a lot to form an impression, but anything is good.

I am really excited about writing this book, I love writing and my mind has been racing all day that I figured, now is a good time as any to get into it

I haven't yet figured out my posting schedule, but for now I will try to at least give a chapter per day. I just started with my second semester so I need to make it compatible with my school work. 

So now, lets dive into the story, WHERE ARE YOU?