WHERE ARE YOU?

9♡

Taehyung and the younger haven't been intimate for a while, and it wasn't because he has working late, but Jungkook was avoiding him. Because even when he would show up late while the younger was sleeping, they would do it and he didn't even have to try to convince him, sleep would be a thing of the past in minute.

But now, there was always something, Jungkook tried to be nice about it when he turned down the older, it would be he was tired, he had something to do, he was even avoiding showering together. Taehyung didn't want to force him, he would never do that, but he wanted to know why the other was acting this way.

It has been over a week since Jungkook started avoiding the elder. "Within the next two weeks, the analysis will be done, I will have sometime off work, how about we go on a trip" Taehyung asked as he came to sit next to Jungkook on the couch in their bedroom. Jungkook put his phone away, turning to face Taehyung, who took his hands in his, rubbing circles on them. "Hmmm?" Taehyung observed him waiting for an answer , "I think that would be great" Jungkook replied looking up to the older.

But would it be that great?, he should be happy, right?, Taehyung had more time now, they will get to spend more time together. But now, that didn't sound like such a good thing. Ever since the incident in the cab Jungkook hasn't been feeling like himself, he tried not to think about it, but it kept coming back to him. He was so used to Taehyung's hands on him, but now whenever the elder would touch him, he remembered other hands, creeping up his thighs or his arms and he hated it, it made him sick, it made him want to scratch all over his body.

It's not like he didn't try to bring it up with the elder, but it seems like it was never the right time, something always seemed to come up. But he could hold on for two more weeks right, they would have more time to spend together in two more weeks. 

"hey, are you okay"  Jungkook was snapped out of his thoughts by Taehyung lightly tugging at his sleeve, his face had gone quite pale, "are you okay?" he asked again, "Uh, yes, yes am fine" Jungkook replied, burying his face in the elder's chest. Taehyung started planting kisses oh his head, and slowly moved to his neck, while his hands began exploring underneath the younger's shirt. Taehyung could feel goosebumps begin to form  on the younger's skin at his touch, and did he just flinch?

"Okay?" Taehyung asked, halting his movements, "am just a bit tired" Jungkook answered honestly. With the thoughts that are constantly racing in his head, he was tired. "We don't have to do anything" Taehyung assured him, they laid in a comfortable silence for a while, Jungkook's breath was becoming slower and evening out, he was falling asleep. Taehyung carried him to the bed and laid with him, carefully playing with his hair, before he fell asleep himself.

***

Jungkook woke first, it was almost 5 PM, Taehyung woke soon after, "Are you ready for tonight?", the elder asked, Jungkook looked at him puzzled, it took him a few seconds to register what the elder was asking, "You didn't forget did you?" Taehyung asked, "O no, there is no way I am forgetting today, I am meeting theee Park Seo-Joon" Jungkook said getting out of the bed. To be completely honest, he might have forgotten it was today, but there is no way he is admitting that.

"Maybe we shouldn't go" Taehyung said, observing the younger who was fussing over his hair. "What?, we are going!!" the younger protested, "I mean with the way you are fussing over everything, I wonder if I will be returning with you tonight" Taehyung said with a pout. "O come on, you can't be jealous, I mean it is Park Seo-Joon, I would leave me for him" Jungkook said walking up to the older who was sitting by the edge of the bed. He stood before the elder playing with his hair, "just for tonight, let me fall for another, hmm?" Jungkook teased. Taehyung stood up,  now looking down on the younger, "not even for a minute" he said as he leaned down to capture the younger's lips.