His to Save

Chapter Sixteen - sacrifice

okay so be prepared, shit goes down in this chapter - enjoy x

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We rode in an uncomfortable silence as Damien refused to acknowledge me, not even sparing a glance as I felt tension fill the air.

Perhaps I had gone a little too far this time, but if that was the solution to my emotions problem, then I was going to do it.

No matter what.

It was just becoming too difficult, and I wasn't going to admit it out loud, but there was a sick spot in my stomach every time I had begun to feel something again, as if the world was weighing down on me and I hated it.

Sure the spell had come with a lot of small writing at the bottom, as did any life changing spell, but I hadn't taken the time to read them before and now I knew that if, when, it ever happened it was not going to be a pretty sight, and now I wasn't even sure if the spell was worth the consequences.

Unfortunately, Irene may have been right.

I cleared my throat as I glanced at Damien who didn't even move a muscle, just pushed on looking forwards.

"Any clue as to when we should reach where we are going?" I said as Damien grit his teeth, not saying a word.

"Damien. You can't just ignore me forever. Surely you are not that annoyed about what I just did." I said as he pulled the reins sharp on his horse bringing us to a halt.

He turned to look at me with fury on his face sending a chill to my core, "You have no idea of what I can or can't do Lillian, or how I am feeling. We rest here" he said final, hopping off his horse as he ran off into the woods at vampire speed leaving me alone,

I rolled my eyes as I hopped off starlight rubbing her nose, however she even huffed angrily at me before walking off to a nearby stream to have a drink.

My eyes flashed red as I clenched my fists, "Fuck you both then. I did what I had to, and I don't need you both judging me for it" I hissed as I turned and waved my hands lighting a fire. I sat down on a nearby log as I waited for him to return, down twirling my knife between my fingers.

I sighed as I leant over and pulled out my mother's spell book, flicking through it as it resting on my lap,

I opened the emotions spell again as I sighed and ran my finger over the pages, there wasn't much more here that I didn't already know. It just repeated that when it all came back to me, it was going to be a big pile of shit.

I growled as I chucked the book onto the floor however as I did I heard it make a small click.

I frowned as pushed myself onto my knees and lifted it up off the floor, turning it around as I tried to see where the noise had come from,

As I slid my fingers over the edges I found that the spine had popped slightly, and a small letter had fallen out onto the floor.

I frowned as I slowly opened the envelope, turning the letter over and sat back down.

Time had not been kind to it as the ink was mostly faded and many of the words were either completely lost or partially gone. I squinted as I tried to make out as much as I could,

My dea

You know what appen. Our plan will work, there are conseque

cannot know and must be

I love her but now you the right

member they cannot , the spell should

if they do it will all nothing