|| Let Me Down Slowly || Could you find a way to let me down slowly? A little sympathy, I hope you can show me If you wanna go then I'll be so lonely _______________________ ♛
[ Reina ]
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"Haruno Reina, will you marry me?"
I stand before him completely still, my breath taken away.
Tell him the truth.
But an overwhelming mix of emotions washes over me. I can't help but feel joy and sadness. My heart tugging painfully as reality slowly sinks in. I'm nervous and scared to look at these eyes looking up at me with such sincerity and love, and see it wrecked by the ugly truth.
As I stand in silence from my internal battle, a great pain grips tightly at my heart to see the light on his face slowly fading away. I think my silence gave away my answer.
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"Rein?" His voice low with despair.
"Jungkook," a sob rises in my throat, "I..."
I can't say it.
I can't do it.
My heart races and my mind churns. My anxiety becomes so overwhelming, it engulfs me, whole. I stand in suffocating silence. My body is completely frozen in fear and anxiety. I couldn't utter a single word.
These two days in Italy was the happiest I've ever been and the happiest I've ever seen him. And today was nothing sort of perfect. If I only I had a clean slate, I would say yes to him in a heartbeat. But I know I can't do this to him. He needs to know the truth.
