Thoughts I Had Today

The Worst.

April, 27, 2022 | 5:45pm

I don't care anymore.

Why is it every time you hurt me,
You say
"I'm saying this because I love you"

Do you really?
I don't get you.
It's like you're messing
With my mind and how I feel.

You make me feel like absolute
shit of a human being,
Then make me feel like
It's okay to do that the next.

Because you "love" me.

And every time I try to tell you how I feel,
You look at me like I'm crazy.
Like I'm stupid for getting hurt.

"You have no respect"
Always comes out of your mouth.

Is telling how I feel disrespectful?
Is completely disregarding how I feel,
Disrespectful?

I don't feel safe when I'm with you,
Because your like a ticking bomb.

No matter how small or big the problem is,
You're always escalating it.
And then make it everyone's fault,
When things don't go your way.

Why do you always do this?