May, 16, 2022 | 12:26am
"You've changed. It's like we don't know you anymore. You used to be so happy. You used to enjoy going out with us, what happened? It's like you're not as bright as you used to be. You weren't like this. What happened to you?"
That was the moment I realised that I've lost who I was. The me that they spoke of, is long gone now. I don't remember her anymore. I don't remember how she smiled, how she laughed and how truly happy she was.
I've forgotten what happiness felt like.
What happened? What happened to her? Where did she go? Why is she breaking now? Why is she falling apart? Why is she getting farther away?
No matter how much I try to reach out to her, no matter how much I run. I can't catch up.
Please don't leave me behind...
Where did it go wrong?
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Thoughts I Had Today
PoetryA book filled with poems of my thoughts. TW: suicidal thoughts, self-harm & abuse.
