9/8/22 | 2:10am
Let's get one thing clear.
I'll say it now, so I can look back at this in the future. I really cared about them, I really did. They were my world... but I don't want them back anymore. I'm tired of waiting and I don't want to do that all over again.
I'd like someone new.
A new face. Somebody else.
It just doesn't sit right with me, since I've made changes with the people around me. I want to fully embrace this new growth I've made for myself and maybe experience it with someone else.
I just want to learn how to be on my own again.
So please, I'm begging you... don't ever come back. I'm breaking my promise here now. I can't be there for you anymore, so don't come back. Ever. I don't ever want to look back... or at least for a while.
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Thoughts I Had Today
PoetryA book filled with poems of my thoughts. TW: suicidal thoughts, self-harm & abuse.
