Thoughts I Had Today

(6) I loved you like the sun

Dear My Lonas,
I miss you.
I've been finding it hard to find the courage to approach you,
because I keep thinking once I do,
you'll push me away.
I wonder if you feel the same...
Do you still love me the same?
You were my safe haven,
but I don't know if we've changed.
We used to be close, but now you really do feel like a distant star I can't reach.
The brightest star, far, yet I can still feel your warmth.
But this cold distance leaves me unsure and questioning.
Will you still embrace me the same?
It's like our once dazzling universe has been engulfed by eternal darkness.
Your sunset became forever.
The fields haven't touched your consoling radiance in so long that they're slowly wilting away.
The animals have hid and went into a deep sleep the same time as you.
When will you rise again?
I sit alone at the place where we only know, waiting for your return.