Thoughts I Had Today

Behind Closed Doors.

22/7/22 | 5:54am

No matter how 'nice' a family may seem, you can never know what really happens behind closed doors, unless you experience it yourself. You can only see so much, because they can only show so much. And not all of it is the whole truth, which makes it so difficult to openly talk about.

I really wish I can move out as soon as possible... but because of the way things are at the moment, I am unable to. I need to help myself first and get my shit together in order to escape. And it's going to be a VERY long process.

All I can do at the moment is dream. Dream of the day where I am free. Living the life that I've been yearning to have. Where I can just be myself and do the things I love, with people that makes me happy.
People who actually makes me feel loved and cared for.
People who respects and accepts the way I am. People who are willing to understand me no matter how difficult it is.
People who actually supports me.

I really hope that one day that dream comes true. I'll wish really hard for it. I'll work hard for it.