Replacement | hyunho ✓

19.

Felix

"Fuck." I muttered.

Changbin sucked a bit on my neck and trailed down to my collarbone. I felt jittery under his touch and I craved for more. He was in between my legs, lightly caressing my cheek while giving me soft kisses on my jaw and neck.

"You're so fucking pretty, you know that?" He smirked.

I felt my face turn red, I didn't know how or when it happened but we went to another hotel for just the two of us and we were in the big bedroom. I've always liked Changbin but I thought it was just because he's handsome and talented but no.

It was lust.

I craved for his kisses and his touches.

"Please- Chang-"

I took of his shirt and I stared in admiration when I saw his fit torso and super hot biceps. I'm really going feral.

He placed another kiss on my cheek and then on my lips. Our lips moved in sync and it felt amazing. He asked for entrance and I gladly gave it to him. His tongue explored my mouth and his tongue bumped against mine making my stomach flutter like crazy.

I trailed my hands on his chest down his torso. His hair was messy and his lips were quite puffy. He looked extremely hot.

"Is this your first time?" He asked.

"Y-yes." I shyly nodded.

"Don't worry, I'll go easy on you, babe." He smirked.

He took off my shorts and gently kissed my collarbone down to my stomach. I've never thought I would be making out with a guy, let alone someone from my friend group. But I didn't care, right now, Changbin was the only thing I could think of.

———

"Fuck, it hurts." I muttered.

I had my nails in his flesh. I did not expect it to be this fucking good but painful. He did go slower and gentle but it still hurt. I didn't care though. He kept asking me if we should stop but that's the last thing I wanna do.

"You okay?" He asked me. "Do you want to stop?"

"N-no, please." I panted.

He had a sly smirk on and gave me a soft kiss on my lips. I hadn't imagined him to be this gentle and soft with me. Fuck.

This feels wrong but good all together.

He thrusted a little further than he normally did and I couldn't help but let out a moan. This shit feels good.

"F-fuck-" I groaned.

His strong hands held my hips and he trusted a bit faster. I was sure that his back was full of scars because of my nails so I held onto his biceps and squeezed every time it hurt.

I mean, his size was definitely above average and this being my first time was definitely making it more painful but also pleasurable at the same time. I didn't want this stop at all.

His soft and gentle kisses in between was turning me even more on.

After a while, we just ended up cuddling under the covers. He planted a soft kiss on my head and I felt the butterflies all over again.

"We should definitely do that again." I grinned.

"Whatever you say, love." He replied.

Love. Did he just call me love?

I'm going weak for this man.

"Felix, wanna be my boyfriend?" He asked.

My heart skipped a beat and I couldn't help but to smile furiously. "Of course, you idiot!" I lightly slapped his arm. "I wouldn't let just anyone fuck me if I didn't want to be their boyfriend!" I scoffed.