"There Was A Monster In Me. I was the villain and it wasn't even my story"
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Ivy and Cleo, best friends since they were little. They spend most of their time together and they would do anything for each other.
But things change when Cleo ge...
I'm so glad I have you. Those words have been haunting me day and night.
he was so happy until I came along and had to pick Cleo and Nate over him. why couldn't I just be happy with him?
Alexander told me at the funeral how much he appreciated me and here I am laying in bed wondering what my life as come to.
I can hear my phone ring but I don't have the energy to answer it. I just want to lay in bed and pretend like nothing ever happened.
Maybe If I avoid everyone for a while it will get rid of some guilt. I quickly get rid of that thought I can't do that because Alex needs me right now.
I have to be there for him. It's not his fault that Nate was an abuser.
It wasn't his fault I'm now a murderer.
C L E O
I can't keep this up. Crying in front of his friends and family acting like the heart broken girlfriend.
There's nothing I can do about it because I did kill him. No one can know especially since I dragged ivy along. If anyone ever found out her head is on the line just as much as mine.
I could turn myself in. I could tell them everything that happened, that I was the victim in all of this. But was I.
I keep doubting it. Nate and I weren't dating for that long. It was more of a fling then a relationship so I could have gone a different way but no I decided to kill him.
I guess I'll just have to keep telling myself I had no other option because if I don't I'll go crazy.
Maybe I already have.
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