It's not me, It's you!

Hurt

POV: Matty

I'm all ready to tell about my parents, she was looking expectantly

“Well,…” I started, but was interrupted by mom and dad, opening the door,

“Matty, your dress.. This! is tared. I’ll stich it up for you huh?” she asked

‘What the fuck’ I thought. After her, my dad started,

“Matty, what kind of mobile do you want? An Apple or Nokia? Tell me what do you want?” he asked

Seriously, what the fuck is their problem? Suddenly pouring all the love over me? Where were all these, when I most needed it?

I’m at the top of my anger, I glared at them. If it is possible, my nostrils started flaring. A metaphor of course, but that just how angry I’m right now

“Gust, can you please wait outside for a second?” I asked her still looking at my parents. I don’t wanna create a scene.

She looked at both of us confused but still nodded and went out. My parents sensed my angry, so they closed the door behind them, I ran a hand through my hair,

“Matty,….” my dad started

“Stop it! Fucking stop it okay?” I nearly shouted

“What are you guys think you are doing? You wanna get an award for acting as a best parents? Sure I’ll give that to you guys” I said bitterly

“I don’t understand! I don’t fucking understand, Why? Just why?”

“Why are you doing this and where were you when I needed you guys the most? You guys tortured me! You want me to forget it just like that?”

As I said this, a tear dropped from my eyes for the second time in fourteen years.

“I’m sorry mom, I can’t. I just can’t. Its still fresh in here” I said pointing at where my flourished heart supposed to be,

“Its so fresh, that I’m actually scared as, when are you gonna start doing things that you’ve done to me!”

“you know me right? I was not a girl like this before. I was once a normal girl who deserved to be happy. But look at me now, all the happiness is thrown out of the window, walking like a shallow and living like a hollow!” I literally shouted

“All of this is Because of YOU GUYS. BECAUSE OF YOU!!!” I couldn’t control it anymore.

I wiped my eyes furiously not wanting anymore of this drama. I’m done

“Fuck, I don’t know why am I crying? you guys don’t worth my tears! Just get out!” I said and looked at them for the first time till I started speaking.

There they are… Standing, both of their eyes were spilling tears. My dad turned around to hide his tears,.

I felt my heart dwell at the sight, they’re really crying because of me! For me!

For a second, I let my mind believe the fact they have actually changed!
My mom started sniffing and went downstairs holding back a shower of tears, with dad trailing behind her without a word.

By the time they’re gone, I  adjusted my hair and wiped my tears,

‘Not gonna cry anymore’ Fuck I hate it!’ I thought. After Five minutes Gust stood in the doorway, her head peeking from behind the door.

“Is it the right time to come in Ms. Matty?” she asked way too politely

‘Oh this girl’

“Come in Gust” I said falling on my back on the bed.