Catch Me | Jin x Reader

Ch 75 | Morons

Author's POV:

"Where's [Y/N]?" Eunji asks, taking the seat across from Seokjin. She's dressed in joggers and a white t-shirt, which is unusual for her since she's always dressed up. It's not her fault though, Seokjin requested this appointment last-minute. Ironic since he's in the exact same outfit.

"She went to work," he answers.

"She went to work?" she asks with wide eyes. "After what happened last night?"

"The temp manager we hired has the weekend off," Seokjin says. He lets out a long sigh and pinches the bridge of his nose. "She woke up and refused to stay home. This is the first time Moon requested any time off and [Y/N] was adamant about not calling him in."

"Is that safe?" she asks, taking a sip of her iced coffee.

"Sena will be there all day," Seokjin says, frustratedly running his hand through his hair. "Thank God Dal walked out with her last night."

"How's she doing? She ignored my call this morning but I'm sure she was pretty rattled."

"I don't really know."

Last night you passed out in Seokjin's arms on the way home, and you stayed asleep through the night. This morning you woke up surprisingly calm, but that almost makes him more nervous than if you were upset. It felt as if you were shutting him out, acting cool and collected like nothing was wrong. You kissed him and smiled like usual but he knows you're not okay.

"She's probably hurting," Seokjin continues, tears brimming in his eyes. "Who wouldn't be? She had a baby forced onto her."

"It's a form of sexual assault," Eunji nods, writing something down on her notepad. "Forced insemination. It's an assault on you as well, and it's normal to feel disgusted even though there was technically no rape."

"I just don't know what to do," Seokjin groans, sinking back into her couch. "She's pretty sure she's pregnant. Her hormones have definitely been all over the place."

"Anyone's hormones would be all over the place," Eunji chuckles, making Seokjin relax a little bit. "Only two more days until her period is expected, right?"

"As long as stress doesn't push it back farther, yeah."

"Then just love on her and be patient," Eunji smiles. "She may also be manifesting symptoms, psyching herself into believing she's with child. Not all of the condoms had holes poked, so there's a chance you two haven't had sex without protection since her last period."

"You're right," he says, feeling a little more at ease. "I just don't want to get her hopes up."

"It takes some people months, if not years, to get pregnant. One time of unprotected sex doesn't mean anything for sure."

"But what if she is?"

"Then you two will handle it."

"What do I do if she wants to terminate the pregnancy?" he asks, his stomach now in knots. "I understand the woman's right to her own body but that's my child too. The last thing I want to do is scar her further, but I would be absolutely devastated if she wanted an abortion. People have told me not to worry about it until we find out for sure but that's all I can think about; it's keeping me up at night."

"If it's bothering you, then talk about it," Eunji says warmly, making a single tear fall down Seokjin's cheek. "Both [Y/N] and your potential child are important to you. It's okay to feel split on the idea."

"But I don't feel split," he says shakily. "No, I don't like the way it's happened but I would be over the moon to start a family with [Y/N]. Honestly, I'm a bit tired of the idol life. I love my fans and I love what I do, but I'm so exhausted."