November 2022
I don't understand why I am so harsh right now. Why I am so hateful, angry, and closed off. I've forgiven and allowed people back when they've asked for far far worse than you ever did to me. It's like I've convinced myself that I am completely the issue, always have been, and in the end, nobody should have to suffer with someone like me. The self-hatred just keeps building and I just haven't figured out how to stop it yet.
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Chaotically Organized
PoetryWelcome to my chaotic mind, expressed in free verse poetry that just down right sucks, however it is the process of expression and finding myself. From healing, to pain, to falling down again, to hoping to find myself. Chaotically organized and sh...