Chaotically Organized

It's Time

April 2018 / August 2020

It's time,

 it's time for it to be about me and my healing.

I need to learn how to trust someone,

how to believe in someone, 

how to be open with someone.

I'm so ready for that it's crazy. 

I'm so ready to find the relationship and person that

I actually

deserve. 

I'm continuing my life with open arms and a smile on my face. 

Knowing that this time it's about me 

and nobody is dragging me down 

or putting the blame on me 

because they don't know what to do to fix it all. 

I'm standing here today, 

knowing my self worth is more than someone 

telling me I'm supposed to be chasing them

 despite me being the one that they hurt. 

It's time,

to show them exactly what they lost out on, 

because they really don't deserve a second

 of your time if 

they don't contribute to

your healing.

You deserve

the sun and

the moon.

The awakening of me is happening. 

The future is mine to hold

 and

mine to make.