Trying

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September 2020


Reading quote after quote

relating to so many

from heartbreak to healing

to falling down and finding the 

beauty in it all.


I sat there patiently,

not searching,

not wanting,

and there you were.

Smiling and ever so inviting.

You caught my eye and

suddenly I wanted so badly to be

healed.


Straining,

Fighting,

Trying,

so hard

to be better,

not the same toxic self,

because you..


You were a light that

probed through

the walls around

myself.


Healing isn't fast

nor 

is it pretty.

I so badly wanted to show you

that I could be it.

Sure, 

I was broken,

but that didn't mean 

I didn't have all the love 

in the world

to give. 


I was trying

and

trying.

Couldn't you see it?


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