September 2020
Reading quote after quote
relating to so many
from heartbreak to healing
to falling down and finding the
beauty in it all.
I sat there patiently,
not searching,
not wanting,
and there you were.
Smiling and ever so inviting.
You caught my eye and
suddenly I wanted so badly to be
healed.
Straining,
Fighting,
Trying,
so hard
to be better,
not the same toxic self,
because you..
You were a light that
probed through
the walls around
myself.
Healing isn't fast
nor
is it pretty.
I so badly wanted to show you
that I could be it.
Sure,
I was broken,
but that didn't mean
I didn't have all the love
in the world
to give.
I was trying
and
trying.
Couldn't you see it?
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Chaotically Organized
PoetryWelcome to my chaotic mind, expressed in free verse poetry that just down right sucks, however it is the process of expression and finding myself. From healing, to pain, to falling down again, to hoping to find myself. Chaotically organized and sh...