July 15, 2023
"Im here for you, for absolutely anything, please use it"
My heart can't help but tighten with anxiety,
Knowing I want to be yours in entirety.
Constantly struggling to break down those last few remaining walls,
Attempting to teach myself that it's okay to make those calls.
Being completely bare to the person I love should be effortless,
Needing to remove the pasts meagreness.
Fully committed to having a future with such an amazing man,
Dreaming of all the crazy possible plans.
Now getting to work breaking down my own mental block,
Excited to shove the overwhelming anxiety aside to stop.
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Chaotically Organized
PoetryWelcome to my chaotic mind, expressed in free verse poetry that just down right sucks, however it is the process of expression and finding myself. From healing, to pain, to falling down again, to hoping to find myself. Chaotically organized and sh...