2016 - Current
Regret.
A feeling I experience far too often,
All from my own doing.
My naive and needy mentality opening doors to situations that I never once wanted.
The inability of my mouth to form the word no and the inability of running when my mind finally registers just how much we don't want to be in this moment.
So stuck trying to prove a point about something that in the end doesn't even matter, leaving me wishing I had stayed within the safety of my sanctuary.
Not risking all the things I had wanted so badly, simply for a moment of something that wasn't worth it.
My ability to self sabotage taking over everything possible whenever given the opportunity.
My skin crawls and my eyes sting with the disappoint towards myself, somehow wishing I could go back in time with so many situations.
Regret.
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Chaotically Organized
PoetryWelcome to my chaotic mind, expressed in free verse poetry that just down right sucks, however it is the process of expression and finding myself. From healing, to pain, to falling down again, to hoping to find myself. Chaotically organized and sh...
