tuesday
bartels's household ♥️
8:08 am
~ jayden pov
i'm up downstairs ready to leave for school. today is volleyball theme day. tacky sweater day. bro my sweater go hard😮💨 the gang posted a selfie of them in their sweaters on be real we actually all went sweater shopping and we lowkey got the hardest sweaters in the game today😌. i feel like i look stupid but sexy at the same time. i put my hair in two braids today with strands coming out. i got sweatpants and crocs on with jewelry and my sunglasses. im gonna be sleep in class today. i'm tryna get high. volleyball has a game tomorrow. i'm eating breakfast right now and my videos for this weekend are up. my parents are noticing my persistency and are lowkey proud of me they brought up how i been posting lately and asked if i left jules. it made me laugh which they found weird i never answered the question though now they keep asking.
i take another bite of my bacon. my mom is wiping the counter and my dad is about to leave. bronny is coming downstairs, "yo jay dawg wanna get smoothies after school today?" bron asks me
he came into the kitchen and i saw his sweaty i nearly choke on my bacon, "bronny oh my goodness" i say
my mom looks at him and read his sweater, "bronny adam that is not appropriate where did you get that? i heart big booties." mom says
i burst out laughing and bron joins, "my homeboy jd gave it to me it's pretty dope" bron says as he grabs breakfast.
i smile at him. i love this kid😂, "i feel you on that" i say
we dap each other up, "booties over tities" bron says
"bronny" mom says as we laugh. my mom was about to hit him so he ran and we laughed as he was running from her. she even cracked a smile. she likes when we do stuff like this it's funny to her she just doesn't admit it😂.
bronny giggles as he came to me. he sat next to me with a smile, "where is jules is? you don't talk about her and we haven't seen her it's not normal that she hasn't come around" bron says
i smile a little, "she's just been moving and stuff in la so we haven't been at each others place" i say
"she was at my game last night right?" bron asks
i nod, "we fought over joey i told her she needs to be with him he just keeps coming up and i believe they belong together but she told me she wants me and she cried to me so i kinda forgave her not really i'm just not engaging in her stuff" i say
"why don't you break up with her? she looks like she loves you but she seems to upset you a lot" bron says
"i tried to breakup with her but she cried in my arms begging to stay with me and i gave in i told her she needs to stop distracting me with this stuff" i say
"if i may bud in to say something umm" mom jumps in.
we look at her, "i think jules is a distraction and i think that if she really loved you she would give you enough space to do your work for your career and school studies" mom says
bron nods, "and i think you should do the same for her to be able to focus y'all need space apart" he says
"and for the ex situation if she's giving you signs or red flags she wants her ex leave her immediately don't let her trap you you'll just get more hurt" mom says
i nod, "i understand" i say
NCHS 🦁
8:30 am
~ jules pov
i can not believe i'm back here. eddie raced me here and hayley was screaming at me to slow down it was funny. my apartment is all set up and cozy i love it so much. really feels like home. eddie did come and help me out last night with some stuff and he even stayed for dinner. we wrote a song together it was really nice and we just sat and talked for awhile about life and love and he really opened me up. i told him stuff about me and why i'm so attached to things and people easily. it made me a bit emotional. i opened up about my issues with being manipulative and how i don't try to be that way it just happens i even fight myself to stop but it comes out. i think i learned it from my mom and her side of the family they have bad traits. i gaslight sometimes and i manipulate a lot i can't let stuff go that's why i guess. i went to therapy for it but i ran her off with my bullshit she said i had issues and i need god. now i'm just here and i feel like i'm super close to eddie now and we're like connected on a different level he's like my close friend now. i know him deeper too. so we equally opened up. while we were drinking a little wine. i couldn't have much i try to be sober.
