- THE NOTE.
"i don't have a lot of time to write this but i will go as fast as possible. to whoever reads this i didn't want to die. i didn't. nico is out to get my little family. he threatened me saying he'd kill them if i didn't kill myself in 5 minutes. i'm sorry if i failed to before the 5 minutes is up. and if i survive lock me up. if i'm too late he killed jayden and elijah. nico. but i'm right on time. whoever sees this i want you to know i'm sorry. i was trying to save my family. i'd rather die than let them die. it's who i am. i love jayden and elijah so much i'd do anything for them. but jayden i need to tell you something i was afraid to say before. i love you but i fell out of love due to being exhausted from us. i'm sorry i love you but i wasn't in love anymore how could i be? i stayed to do this parenting thing with you for eli. i didn't want him being passed off every other day. i wanted to make it work for him. and if you don't hate me after hearing that can you please take great care of elijah please. tell him he's my angel boy. my beautiful boy. my heart. i've been depressed the last 2 weeks before tonight. i didn't wanna be here living like this i won't lie. i lied to you because i didn't want you to worry. please take care of my family and eli jayde. i love you all. and i'll be around after. just please. i'm scared. i'm so scared right now. i can't stop crying. i have to save you and eli i have no choice. hayley i love you so much i'm sorry mom for being disrespectful ever. i'm sorry hayley for our fights and you watching me nearly die before. i am so sorry. bella thank you for being there when nobody else was i truly love you. don't do anything stupid. guys i am so sorry again. i don't have a choice don't hate me too much for this. i want my money i earned to go to mom, hayley, jayden, bella, and eli. split it evenly. i know that if they pay attention mari anna and lilia will see this first. guys sell the house i don't want you living here knowing what happened to me everyday. sell it take the money and buy a new one please. i love you guys so much as well you helped me through a lot and i really appreciate you. i love you guys. this is my goodbye. i'm sorry again. i will be watching over you i promise. i love you. and jayden i'll see you again in another universe.
until we meet, again my love. (11:54 pm December, 24.) - love juli."
