tuesday
NCHS 🦁
4th period - lunch 🥙
~ jayden pov
i'm in the quad with the gang. we're eating lunch out here and gossiping. i can't stop thinking about jules. it's starting to get me mad because i know i can't have her. part of me wants to beg for her back but i would just be getting myself hurt. i posted my weekend vlog sunday and i posted the drive with me with the gang yesterday so today i'm doing another blind date video but with a twist my friends are setting me up on it. i have a feeling i know who they're gonna put me with. not jules or dev. it had to be someone new i told them that so they got together and found someone for me and were meeting at 7 tonight to film it. i'm nervous. i do not want another relationship they know how i feel about jules so i'm not looking for a relationship.
"dk let me braid your hair" kianna says to him
"not the tonight i just got it freshly blow dried yesterday give me two days" dk told her
i smile at him, "your hair always looks so perfect im jealous" i say
dk smiles, "thank you queen" dk says
kianna looks at me, "let me braid yours" kianna says
i raise my eyebrows, "i've gotta wash it before you do come over at 6 before we film" i say
kianna smiles, "ight bet" she says
"i think you'll thank us for who we chose for you on this blind date" sophia says to me with a smile
i look at them all, "if the boys had anything to do with this i don't think it's good" i say
"if dev had a say in this it wouldn't be good" kenzie says
everyone agrees. the boys are playing uno down the table from us and they're not really listening to the convo, "i voted for me to be the blind date" dev says to me
"that was an instant no" kai says
we laugh a little besides dev, "nobody ever wants to see me happy" dev says
i feel for her. our friend group is hard on her sometimes about her love life the boys tease her the most. i don't like how they treat her sometimes and i always speak up for her. i've just always had her back even if i agree with them. i clear my throat, "i don't think jayden wants you" kenzie says to dev
"and she doesn't NEED you either after dealing with jules she was confusing enough you even more confusing" kianna says to dev
dev squints at her, "you been riding her dick so long like you want her" dev says with a little attitude
kianna makes this face 😐 as she put her hands together slowly. the girls giggle besides from them. i can feel a little tension between them now, "this is your go to phrase everytime i look out for MY best friend because i want the best for her. stay mad." kianna says in an unbothered tone.
"ohhh shit dramaaaa" cal says with a smirk from down the table
zane smirks, "chick fight" zane says
"i missed it what happened?" will says looking clueless
the girls laugh before telling the boys the tea. i'm tired of the drama between them. ki doesn't want me with her but dev wants me. it's constantly an argument between them about me. i just want us to all be friends again.
i saw suie looking in the direction of us. he smiles, "hot ex alert jayde" suie says
we all look over and spot desiree. she was walking to a table in the quad to the right to meet friends. they stopped looking half way in her walk but i kept looking. i heard them talking about her and them teasing me for still looking. i saw her sit down and her smile was so cute it made me smile a little to myself. her eyes met mine from our distance and we share a smile before i looked away. i still think back on the night she was at the dance with me and jules. des was always making me feel better about our situation. she was kind.
