friday
The Bahamas 🇧🇸
📍warwick paradise island hotel 🏨
10:20 am
~ jayden pov
fuck. this is the big day bro. i could shit bricks right now. i've been nervous since i flew out here because i already knew it was time for this day to come. it's time for me to propose to her. i've been wanting to do this for so long. even though we weren't perfect we worked on it and i genuinely wanna spend every waking moment with her. i wouldn't wanna spend it with anyone else.
she makes me more than happy. she's the reason i am who i am today. she's the reason i know how to love. she's the reason for a lot of things about me. she brought back my happiness. so i wanna continue to make her happy. so today is the day.
we're awake. jules is just laying in the bed right next to eli. he's awake she's just rubbing his belly while laying next to him. i noticed her mood is off today. she's quieter. she hasn't really said anything but goodmorning to me today. she's usually up and yapping but she's not today. she looks drained. like how she looked when she was on the phone with me.
so i'm just sitting on the side of the bed she's at looking at her and texting my friends. she's not even paying attention to me she's just looking at eli. it's concerning me. my friends are almost here to help me set up today's proposal scenery. i finish texting and turn my phone off.
i'm in a black tank top and shorts. my hair is in a messy bun and i have a necklace on, "babe.." i say
"hmm" she says
"are you ok?" i ask
she sighs, "i'm just tired.." she says softly
"from what my love?" i ask gently
i face her to give her all my attention. she glances at me, "..just.. with all that stuff going on.. i don't.. never mind" she says softly
she sits up and rubs her eyes. i kiss her lips, "you can talk to me when you ready ok?" i ask gently
she's looking me in the eyes now, "you're too good for me and you have always been.." she says softly
"aye" i say
i grab her and kiss her lips, "don't start that" i say
"jayde just genuinely" she says softly
"baby you know i don't like hearing you say stuff like that i picked you i want you" i say
"i don't know why you picked me.." she says softly
"well you did shoot at me first so it was your fault" i say
she smiles a little but it faded, "i thought you were cute.. but i thought you would've left me after the first mistake i don't know why you didn't" she says softly
"i fell in love with you." i say gently
she's smiling which made me smile, "i fucked everything up" she says softly
"julianna i don't care you didn't do anything as bad as i did that's my fault" i say
"i thought we would've broke up a long time ago that's all i'm saying" she says softly
"i loved you way too much to leave without a fight" i say gently
she smiles before pulling me into a kiss. we're smiling at each other, "i need to go to pound town with you" she says softly
i smirk, "right now?" i ask
she's smiling. she nods a bit. i look around. i pick up eli and leave him with katie and came back to jules. jules told me to lock the joint room door so they won't walk in on us. i did as she said. we ended up doing it for only like 30 minutes because there was a knock. jules got that missionary treatment she was so wettt😫. she was into it so bad. i was choking her while in it. and flipped her to see the tat of my name on her neck. she gave me head after that's what the knock interrupted.
