saturday
📍darians crib😤
11:20 am
~ jayden pov
i woke up this morning at 9 to jules naked. i was confused what was going on. but she had just got out the shower and her towel dropped when i woke up. i noticed these scars on her arm and i wanted to slap her when i saw it. she promised she wouldn't do that anymore. i kept it lowkey for an hour but i was waiting to say something. my brothers told me to come to d's this morning i'm here now but i was supposed to be here awhile ago. jules and i were eating breakfast chris brought us and i just asked her out of nowhere and chris was in shock. as if he didn't even know jules like this. jules tried to act clueless until i showed her her body and she just didn't say anything anymore. but when i finished eating and went to laundry room she followed me in there and wanted my attention and we talked privately while she was feeling on me and giving me seductive looks. she was kissing on my neck and she was playing with me when we were having a serious conversation. she left a hickey on my neck. i asked her how i didn't see that when we were having sex the other day ago. she said she cut yesterday which is why we didn't have sex i was suspicious why she didn't want to yesterday and she was wearing baggy clothes when she's usually wearing tight stuff in her apartment or damn near naked ya know when chris isn't around. Jules and eddie have to perform tonight on mtv and i hope she's gonna be ok out there.
i'm downstairs in the kitchen at the counter with katie. she practically lives here at this point she has her things in here for when she visits she only goes back to her parents for the week for school but i've heard she's been skipping school a lot. i think people are being hard on her at school for being pregnant. but i've been so focused on jules and bella now that i haven't been paying much attention to katie. darian takes care of her though.
i'm picking at my plate of food katie made me. she's behind the counter in front of me just watching me pick at it. she set her cup down, "what's wrong?" katie asks
i shake my head, "ok i know there's something wrong you never pick at your food" katie says
i drop the fork, "it's stuff with jules" i groan
i rub my temple because i've been thinking about her ever since i left her at the apartment and i'm actually worried even though hayley is there. jules is at her lowest. katie doesn't even like her but she still cares, "what's going on with her now?" katie asks
i sigh, "..i know you definitely heard from bella that victor died.. but besides that she's relapsing and i let her do it i feel shitty for letting her parents down.. and jules is.. really depressed." i explain but you could hear the stress in my tone.
katie sips her drink, "..i heard about victor it's.. extremely sad everyone in san diego loved him... when bella and i were in san diego before we moved here us 3 grew up together and victor was always such a good loving guy.. a huge family guy and it's so sad and heartbreaking i cried.. he became a brother to me as well since my brother treated me like an asshole victor was always there." katie explains with pain in her tone.
i'm sad about victor too he was my mutual friend when he was at nchs. he was the star soccer player, class president, and everyone's favorite. he was even at one point friends with joey until he started dating jules and victor didn't like the way he made his cousin cry. it all started with joey.
"..it should've been joey not victor." i say gently
katie wipes her tears and sniffles, "yeah.." katie says
it was a silent pause, "how's vinnie? is he ok?" katie adds on.
i nod, "he got injured but he's alive luckily" i say
