Chapter 25

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Yn

   I run into Wanda's house, "Wanda!!!" I yell trying to control my powers
   She runs down the stairs, "help" I say before my hands and eyes glow yellow
   She uses her powers to cover my hands and chain me to the ground with her powers
   "What happened?" She asks
   "I had a nightmare" my mouth starts to get numb
   "Of what" she struggles to hold me down
   "Something that could realistically happen if I'm not careful" my eyes blur
   Wanda grabs the necklace off of the hook and put it around my neck
   I fall to the ground on my hands and knees, "call Sam and tell him I need him" I tell Wanda still trying to regain my energy
   She called Sam and it took about 5 minutes for him to get here
   He walked in the door and saw me on the floor, "what happened?" He asked
   "I couldn't control it, i had a nightmare and just lost control" I explain
"Show me" Sam asks
I show him the nightmare of Bucky, nat, Steve, Tony, Wanda, vision, Thor, dr strange, and clint all shooting to kill me
He looks at me, he looks scared almost, he's speechless

I stay at Wanda's for 4 days until I felt stable, when I got home, no one was in the house
"Hello? Buck? Sadie?" I yell for them
No response, I walk upstairs to check all of their rooms, but no one, I look out the window facing the backyard and see the four of them, Zoey, Sadie, Sage, and Bucky
I walk out to the back yard and run into buckys arms
Neither of us say anything, I just cry in his arms, but after a second or two Sadie realizes I'm there and runs to me
"Mama!!" I lift her up into my arms
"Hi baby" I hug her
I walk over to sage and pick her up off the grass and see her eyes sparkle
The one thing I couldn't live without is my family, my girls, Bucky, even zoey
The 4 days I was gone, I couldn't stop thinking about how much I missed them
"Where did you go?" Sadie asks me
"I just had to run an errand" I smile at her
"Go play Sadie" Bucky says
Sadie runs off to her swing set to go play, "I think you should go back to therapy again" Bucky says
"Yeah, I called her before I got here, I have an appointment at 4 today"
"Do you want me to come?" He asks
"You need to watch the girls, I'll only be gone for an hour, unless we need groceries"
"We need formula, fruit snacks, milk, and a new back pack"
"I just bought one"
"It broke"
I scoff and look at Sadie, "how does a 4 year old break 2 backpacks in a week"
"What if she's getting bullied?"
"She would- oh shit"
Bucky and I both realize she has powers and might but probably uses them at school and she could hurt someone
Bucky walks over to her, sits on the swing next to her and starts talking to her but they are too far away and I can't hear them
They talk for a few minutes, then Bucky walks back over to me
"We need to call her teacher" is all he says then walks inside to grab his phone that was sitting on the counter
The phone starts ringing, after about 3 rings, she picks up
"Hello is this Sadie's teacher?" He asks
"Yes sir it is, I'm miss Katie" her teacher responds
"Can we set up a meeting for after school one of these days?" I ask
"I have been meaning to call you, but yes that's fine, what day?" She asks
"Tuesday?" Bucky asks
"Alright, it's in the calendar, I look forward to seeing you 2"
"Yup you too, you have a good one" bucky says then hangs up
For some reason bucky and I start laughing but go back to being somewhat serious
"So she was?" I ask, still holding Sage
"Yeah she said she moves the teachers things sometimes" he facepalms
I smirk slightly, knowing Sage would be the same way
Sage falls asleep leaning on my chest, so I take her inside, feed her a little, then lay her down for a nap
When I walk back outside, I sit on the back porch swing with Bucky as we watch Sadie swing on the swing set Bucky built for them when I was pregnant
She plays for awhile until she got tired, around then, it was 3:30 and I left for my appointment
I got there about 10 minutes later, but my therapist just started the session because she had no one before me
I sit down on the leather couch she had in her office while she sits in her leather chair across from the couch but a table in between the 2
"Did you have another nightmare?" She doesn't waste time with the small talk bit
"Yes" I nod my head
"Can you tell me what it was about?" She asks and gets ready to start writing
"All of the avengers working together to get me killed, even Bucky" I just get it over with
"Do you think they had to?"
"Yes" I know that if they had to, they would
"Why do you think that is yn?"
"I could've hurt someone, maybe my kids, maybe an entire city"
"What do you think it is" she repeats her question
"I think I hurt one of my kids" my eyes start to fill with tears
"Do you think Bucky would choose you over your kids?"
"No" the tears start to flow from my eyes, leaving streaks of tears on my face
"But aren't you immortal?" Her words make me think of something
Are my kids immortal, they both have many traits that come from me, mostly their abilities, that would be the only one they don't have
"Yes" I say
"Are your kids immortal?" She thinks of the same thing
I think about how I would test it and realize I would have to hurt them to see, but that's why I'm here, I thought I was gonna hurt them, but if we found out then i know they would be safer
"How would I test that?"
"Your brother is a smart man, perhaps he could help you"

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