When two completely different people fall
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Charlotte (Charlie) Weiss moved to New York city when she was young. She dreamed of being a star, but she also had nowhere to go. Raised in an abusive home environment, she left Colorado with no other choi...
jackchamp💪 ik youre not answering. and im sorry. have a good trip 8:27 am
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messages
jennas💀 hey when does your flight leave?
char nine ten I think
jennas💀 damn so you're already at the airport?
Char yes maam
jennas💀 okay how was last night?
Char great until the end I ruined it tbh
jennas💀 girl wdym
Char I dont really wanna talk about it
jennas💀 okay jacks worried, he thought it was his fault seen
you should text him
Char he told you I wasn't texting him
jennas💀 yeah he's confused
Char can you tell him it wasn't his fault I really need some time it has to do with old stuff yk?
jennas💀 oh yeah ik I will babes, take you're time he will wait
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messages- athena
athena girl why aren't you answering jack?
char I need time
athena I understand that maybe text him tho later so he knows?
char I will when I land
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Maybe it is good I am going to New York. I can have think time.
I will be able to meet up with friends. Especially Gigi I'm looking forward to it so much. She's so wise and always gives me perspective.
I hate leaving Jack in the dark about last night, and it is super hard. He is easy to talk to, so it is terrible avoiding him.
But there's just this thing that won't even let me talk to him.
He did nothing last night. I even thought about kissing him a couple times previously to kissing him.
But when it happened, I froze. I havent kissed anyone in a long time.
Having a connection with someone means being with them, trusting them. Letting them have access to your thoughts and feelings.
Jack would never hurt me. I know that just from being with him. But my instinct is to run from any type of connection. Even friendships I have ran from.
There is constant fear of being hurt because of the times I have been hurt.
My entire childhood. My first and last relationship.
It is just being stabbed in the back.
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messages
char hey jack I cant explain it all rn but I landed, thank you for wishing I have a good trip idk if Jenna told you but I need to take some time and think about what happened. you were literally perfect dont think it was you okay?
jackchamp💪 thank you for answering Char she did tell me, I understand, take your time you were perfect as well
