𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 / 𝘛𝘖𝘔 𝘒𝘈𝘜𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘡

bill

It's been a few weeks an I haven't even heard of tom or bill or any of them not even Mandy.

I decided to go back to California not being able to wrap my head around what was left unsaid by Mandy or what was said by tom.

I lay in my big fluff of a bed and get on my bed picking my phone up seeing that tom and some random girl i've never seen
in my life we're engaged or some shit.

I felt my heart break a little but I didn't even know him?
What was I feeling or thinking I decided to
go to bills insta page and text him.

~bill~
-𝐡𝐞𝐲𝐲 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐥𝐞𝐱𝐢 𝐟𝐫𝗼𝗺 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐚 𝗺𝗼𝐧𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐠𝗼 𝐢 𝗺𝐞𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐚𝐧 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝗺𝐞 𝐭𝗼 𝗺𝐲 𝐡𝗼𝐭𝐞𝐥 𝐫𝗼𝗼𝗺-

I sent it an felt myself freak out because
I don't text people like this

-𝗼𝐡 𝗺𝐲 𝐠𝗼𝐬𝐡 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥𝗼, 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐧𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐡𝗼𝐰 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝗼𝐮𝐮?-

I quickly picked my phone up and responded

-𝐢𝗺 𝐠𝗼𝗼𝐝 𝐈 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝗼𝐮 𝐰𝐞𝐫𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐢, 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐜𝗼𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞 𝗼𝐫 𝐬𝗼𝗺𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠?-

what was I thinking.
coffee really?

-𝐥𝗼𝐯𝐞 𝗺𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝗼𝗼𝐝 𝐜𝗼𝐟𝐟𝐞𝐞 𝗼𝐟 𝐜𝗼𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞!-
I smile at the screen an get up getting dressed

After i give bill the address I grab my bag and head to starbucks parking my car and waiting for him finally getting a message saying he was there.
I get out
we see each other an instantly hug each other

"so good to see you, you look so good" bill smiled
"you look so good!" I smiled back at him
he wasn't wearing any makeup an honestly i should of went for him an not his brother

"let's go get something to drink an eat!!" he said a bit exited

we go in an order getting our little cake pops an coffees an we sit down

"how have you been like honestly" bill questioned
"I don't know the night I left the hotel tom said something to me before he left" I look at him with a tired look
"can I ask what he said?" he asked me
"he was telling me things about how you to went to the ocean when you were younger an then left with 'i've felt like i've known you my whole life'" i look down after saying that then back up
"but it doesn't really matter i mean I didn't even know him but 5-6 hours" I added

bill gave me remorse eyes before getting up an hugging me tightly knowing I seen how toms engaged.
"He's a dick but he's nothing to worry about he's been a womanizer his whole life lex" he sat back down looking across the table at me.

"and him losing something as hot as you is his loss" he smiles adding that on

I give him a soft smile
"thanks bill" drinking a sip of my coffee
"how have you been" i questioned
"oh just tired with tour things an stuff but there is a show tonight an I think you should come jus tell the guards up front that I said to let you in an if you have any trouble call me" he says giving me his number.
I nod saying thank you
"i'm really glad we could meet up" I sigh
"me to and also meet me backstage after so we can grab something to eat with the crew afterwards, i'd love to have you be there.
"oh my god of course" I smile

we end things an finish our meet up before I got back to my apartment.
I drop all my stuff on the counter doing a little happy dance.

"okay time to get ready" I say turning some music on as i get ready

:))