𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 / 𝘛𝘖𝘔 𝘒𝘈𝘜𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘡

next day

            I wake up with a banging headache I turn to look next to me to see no one there, remembering what happened last night.

I look down seeing i'm in toms shirt, getting up going to the bathroom looking at myself an the bruise on my neck.

I hit the sink an walk around my house saying toms name.

"you've got to be kidding me" I whisper to myself

I hear a knock on my door as i run to it expecting just tom but it's the whole band.

I stay quiet looking over at tom looking at his guitar he was carrying an his 'fiancé'
I shake myself off an hug bill inviting them in as he gives me a worried look.
"you okay" he turns to look at me before hugging me
i nod with a lump in my throat knowing if i said anything i'd cry
I hug gustav and then George
"make yourself's at home i'll be back" I quickly say with a smile walking back to the bathroom shutting an locking feeling myself start bursting into tears as I slide my back down against the door.

bill knocks on the door five minutes later
"lexi? you okay seriously" he sounded really concerned.
I fixed myself up getting up opening the door putting a smile on my face for bill because he is the sweetest person on earth "no yeah i'm okay I was just fixing my hair" I lied knowing my hair still looked messy from last night

"maybe you should let me next time" bill smiles at his comment
I giggled wrapping my arm around him walking back out like i didn't jus cry a river in the bathroom.

"hey babe don't you have that shirt" toms fiancé asks while looking at me
Tom looks at the shirt he knows he put on me before leaving me in bed alone this morning
"yup i do mines back at the hotel actually" he smiled at her looking away from me.

I think the other band members were catching
on when they were looking at me because of how I looked at tom

bill rubbed my shoulder
"we just wanted to come spend the day with you but if you don't want us around I can see why" bill looks at me trying to comfort me.

"No I think hanging with you guys will do me some good actually" I smiled trying not to burst into tears

"Great we can go to the beach today" bill says as he takes his arm off
"great plan" I say almost practically running to my room not wanting to be around tom

Bill an the other guys follow
i turn around
"yes...?" I turn to see
"well are you sure you wanna come with us beca" I cut George off
"guys I would love to" I smile big.

I turn to see bill looking through my bikinis.
"Oh you need to wear this one honey" He says holding a pair up in his hand

"bill that looks like im about to make a porno" i comment
"well you bought it for something" he laughs
I giggle
"your right" I reply