It's been a couple of days close to a week and I haven't left their house at all
I've barley left toms bed
He didn't seem to worried about anything but making sure I was okayHe was there by me every step of the way and so was bill
"Are you sure you don't wanna come with us baby" Tom said rubbing my back as he sat on the bed
"No Id rather not from the comments all over social media" I said softly"We can call up the security guards to stay at the house so you don't need to worry about anything like that" Bill added laying next to me
"Guys i'm okay really" I said
"I wouldn't be" Bill said looking at me"Okay maybe i'm not but you guys have actual stalkers so maybe just focus on that instead of me" I gave them worried looks
"A stalker willing to post a sex tape of me and my girlfriend fucking on my own property and in my own kitchen?" Tom said raising his voice"Yeah tom meaning you need to find out who did that so it won't happen again" I replied
"It won't happen again because next time there will be dead bodies" Tom snapped getting angry
"Now let's calm down we will get everything sorted out while we're on tour but we need to leave soon before the plane takes off with out us" Bill saidBill rubbed my shoulder and got up walking out of the room leaving me and tom
Tom looked down at me and got up
I sat up looking up at himI'm gonna actually miss the fuck out of him
I get up standing on my tip toes to wrap my arms around his neck
"I love you" Tom whispered into my ear
"I love you so much baby" i whispered back"If you need me at all make sure to call me
or have the guards do it" I just nodded into his chest as he talked"It's only gonna be a month" he pulled away cupping my face in his hands
"A month is so long" I teared up
"You can still come with us you know" he looked at me with a serious lookI shook my head
"You go have the time of your life I've messed it up enough already" I just looked up into his eyes
"No they have not you" Tom gave me a remorse look kissing my lips multiple times as he kept talking making me smile"LOVE BIRDS WE NEED TO LEAVE LOVE YOU LEXI BUT I HAVE TO STEAL MY BROTHER FROM YOU" bill yelled running up to me giving me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek
Tom started walking with bill and I felt my heart break without himI'm happy he can get past this and do what makes him happy
They ended up leaving and I wish I could go with them but probably better to let them have the spot light and not my tits just because everyone who's seen the video won't stop talking about them
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Romancenothing better than sad romance story here 😗 Tom kaulitz! warnings ----- smutt sexual abuse. Also if you prefer y/n then use it as you please:) --- The first couple chapters are kind of a introduction so they might not be that entertaining but tr...