𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 / 𝘛𝘖𝘔 𝘒𝘈𝘜𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘡

timing

I felt like I was panicking a little bit. I was sitting on the porch waiting for tom to show up

I don't know how to ready myself for this moment

Bill and T took tobi out for lunch while I'm able to get some alone time with tom
He should be here any second

I see a car pull up and tom inside
He had a beard
But my god he was so hot.
Hotter than before if i'm being honest

I hug my knees staying on the steps

"Lexi" Tom says shutting the door to his car
"Tom" I gently smile standing up
"You look amazing" he grins at me walking up to me
"You do to" I reply

He wraps his arms around my waist pulling me in against him
I melt straight into his arms
His touch
scent
His everything.

He pulls away a little bit

"You wanted to talk to me?" He asks
"Yeah yeah come inside" I open the door as he followed behind shutting it
"Damn you did this huh" He says looking around
"I did" I smile to myself sitting on the sofa

He plops down next to me

"So what's up?" He asks looking at me
"Um.." I feel my face start heating up
"You okay?" He quickly repositioned his sitting to where he's closer to me
He lays his hand on my leg

"Yeah you you remember two years ago when I left" I say softly looking into his eyes
"Can't forget it" he says not taking his eyes off me
"The night before.." I was cut off
"Get to the point" He snaps making me look at him instantly
"I was pregnant tom.." I whisper looking down at my rug
"You were what?" He says shocked
"I didn't know until a few weeks later but when I found out I couldn't tell you.." I feel my voice crack
"it's mine?" He whispers in tears now

I nod not being able to hold the tears back

He brushes my tears away with his thumbs

"It's okay i'm not mad" He whispers pulling my head against his chest
I laid my head against him as he held me