𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 / 𝘛𝘖𝘔 𝘒𝘈𝘜𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘡

dinner

I finally finished getting ready after a couple of hours of doing my makeup an hair

I think this outfit should get toms attention.

A couple hours later I get into the venue front row with a beer in my hand waiting for the boys to get on stage.

They get on an bill starts singing an the rest of the band start going crazy. like crazy fucking good.

I think i get a bit drunk drinking beers left an right grinding against people an screaming bills name looking back up catching tom stare at someone in the crowd as i look over an it's some blonde girl with a big rock on her finger.

I look back up at him with a small tear fall down my cheek downing more beer by the end of the concert I'm still conscience enough to know to meet bill backstage.

by the time it's over my makeup is a bit smeared an drunk.

I walk backstage fixing my dress as I see bill and run up to him to hug him

"LEXI" bill shouts
"BILL" i shouted back giggling
i kinda lean into his arm because it's hard to hold myself up but I'm aware.

he holds me knowing i'm drunk as the rest of the band turns their attention to me as the girl on toms lap is his fiancé.

Tom gives me a look an smiles up at the girl.

"Tom remember lexi?" bill asks
tom jus shook his head "no who is she?"

I nod smiling an hug the other two guys.

I leave the room after that shaking my head sitting by the door because i can't leave since i'm here for bill an not tom.

bill walks out to me an bends down next to me hugging my side saying he's sorry over an over.

I look up at him shaking my head
"it's not your fault it's not like he'd even remember me anyways" I smile wiping my tears getting up giving my full attention now to bill.

we go back in the room
"ready for dinner boys?" I ask everyone not giving tom the eye contact he's giving my tits right now.

We end up all leaving to go to some fancy restaurant, we get seated but ironically toms so to be wife had to leave.

I had to sit in between bill an tom