𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭 / 𝘛𝘖𝘔 𝘒𝘈𝘜𝘓𝘐𝘛𝘡

Keychain

TOMS POV

I never fell asleep
I waited until lexi was asleep
She fell asleep on my chest but I eventually slid out from under her not waking her

It was evening now

The keychain I gave tobias was the one someone had earlier

How could that even be possible.
I started the fight but he had my keychain.
Not mine
Tobis.

Bill and the boys left for tour but I wanted to surprise them

I wanted to be there for the first meet and greet they had
They wernt that far away
Maybe four hours if not less but I wanted to bring lexi so she wasn't gonna be alone

I walked back into the room quietly seeing her as she was still sleeping

"Baby" I whispered sitting down by her body
That didn't wake her up though
"Baby" I said a bit louder placing my hand on her hip
"Hm" she replied not opening her eyes
"I'm gonna go meet the guys for the meet and greet before they leave the state and I wanted you to come with" He whispered
"I'll stay here" She said sleepily
"No baby come with me" I said

She opened her eyes now

"Baby I want you to have a good time without worrying about me" She added
"Are you sure lex" I replied in a soft tone
"Yes tom have a good time" she smiled softly

The smile That damn smile made me fall in love more and more everyday

"Okay" I said quietly

I kissed her forehead then her lips letting her go back to sleep

"I love you baby" I said getting up
"I love you to and be careful" She commented laying her head back into the pillow
"I will" I smiled to myself getting up and leaving the house getting in my car

I drove four hours to a rented house bill gave me the address to

I parked as I got out walking up to the door
I knocked waiting

"Hey" I heard a voice of a random girl behind the door
"Hello" I was confused but greeted her after she greeted me
"I've heard about you" She smiled cheek to cheek letting me inside
"Many people have" I replied walking past her walking over to bill
"Tom!!" Bill yelled pulling me into a hug

"Bill" I laughed hugging him back
"We didn't know you were coming!!" Bill said as gustav and george walked out
"Yeah we're having some guest over for bill" Goerge said laughing

I turned and see a whole bunch of half naked girls coming from the pool outside

I turned back to them in shock because bill wasn't the type

"Why?" I asked turning back to them
"Not sure but we thought we'd surprise him" Gustav commented

Bill shrugged eating whatever I couldn't make out

"We have a meet and greet dont we?" I asked
"Yeah it's in an hour" Gustav replied walking back outside
"Your just going to leave a whole lot of random chicks with your things" I asked turning to see them all around
"Yeah they won't do anything" Bill said smiling as he put gave me a cup of beer

I took a sip
I took multiple sips before the meet and greet started

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(forever - lewis)

"Hey how are you" I smiled at one of the fans taking a picture with them
"I'm good" The fan replied taking a picture and then leaving after small conversation

"Next!" The security yelled letting a bunch of small kids through

"Tom tom billy" They giggled happily running up to us
"Hi guys" I talked in my baby voice I never knew I had before tobi
"We wuv you guys su much" They all kept saying
"Thank you" I kept smiling but bill looked over at me while one of the kids walked up to him knowing my heart was breaking

I hugged the kid that was near me because he gave me his hand but then they had to leave

We finished the meet and greet and I got back on the tour bus that was going back to the house
I walked back to the bathroom closing the door and leaning my back up against the sink breathing in

"Your okay your good" I whispered to myself forcing my tears to stay back

Tobias was the same age as the kids were
It physically hurt my chest

I walked back throwing myself onto the small couch across from bill waiting for the ride to be over so we can get back to the house

𝘮𝘺𝘸𝘪𝘧𝘦❤️
𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘬𝘢𝘺? 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦

𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘣𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨

I put my phone back down as we pulled up to the house
I got out following bill and the boys

"Hey baby" Some girl yelled to bill wrapping her arm around bill
"Gross" I whispered to myself walking inside and finding the alcohol

I opened a bottle and started drinking from it trying to forget about the meet and greet

I drunk all night not even able to take control of my mind anymore

"You okay" Was all I heard
"Yeah babe" I slurred my words wrapping my arms around her waist and pulling her into me kissing her

She pulled onto my shirt hinting to lead me to a room I couldn't even make out

"Your so fucking hot baby" The girl I thought was lexi said
"Your hotter" I smiled grabbing her waist pulling her on top of me as I laid back on the bed
"Yeah fuck me hard then" She whispered turning me on

I switched her sides to where i'm on top now

The night went on from there.

You know what happened next.