the new baller in town

~ 8 ~

Gio and I still aren't talking after 4 months,she spoke to leah asking if I was ok and tried to explain but leah wasn't having any of it, gio may be her team but I'm blood, and in our family, family is everything.
But I can't lie, if she couldn't trust me enough to tell me she had a boyfriend, I'm not sure I want to be associated with her, as much as I miss her I don't think I need that in my life. She did text me though, so it could be a step in the right direction.
Knock,knock.
Looking through the peep hole I'm shocked to see gio.
"Hi," I say quietly opening the door.
" hi, I'm sorry, for being a bitch, você é meu melhor amigo e eu não deveria ter tratado você daquele jeito, so I'm sorry, and I wanted you to know it wasn't my decision,he wanted me to stay away from you, it worked cause he threated to hurt you and I couldn'tlet that happen,please forgive me."
Translation(your my best friend and I shouldn't have treated you that way,)

"You know you could of come to me, I could've helped, I could've been there for you, if you'd have let me,eu te perdôo, eu não quero perder a pessoa que chamei de meu melhor amigo zince eu tinha treze anos"( I forgive you, I don't want to loose the person I've called my best friend since I was thirteen)

We decided to try to get back to a norm, but something still felt off and I didn't like it I'm not sure what it was but I know its me not gio. And that its nothing to do with our friendship.

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Well it's still a little awkward between gio and I, but oh well, we are working on it, in the last 6 matches I have managed to score 2 Maybe even three goals a game, and I'm currently arsenal's top scorer, which is good considering I started playing here properly about 5 months ago. I mean I'm looking forward to this week's game, we are playing man u again, and means ona kept in contact after the last game, so we have become good friends, she has asked me to go up to Manchester for a bit when we get a few days off so I'm thinking of staying up there for a few days, I turn 17 soon, I think it's on game day, 1st of April, so might bring the cheeky fake ID and try to go clubbing with some of the girls, against leah, and lias wishes, honestly it's like they think I'm still 11. It's quite funny though so I'll let it slide.

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The drive was boring, well not boring but me and Katie sat next to each other so we caused some trouble, hehe. Nothing new there, we had got leah a new suduko book, that was custom made with a few unsolvable ones in there just to make it difficult she had spent 2 of the many hours drive on one and she didn't not look happy whilst Katie and I were giggling at her, sorry not at her the movie, I would never make fun if my sister, although this was extremely funny.
She eventually looked In the back for the answer and found that it said unsolvable and then saw a photo of Katie and I she did not look impressed, so we just pretended to be asleep, didn't work though, still got in trouble. Oh well you only live once.

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When we got there most of the team was staying in a hotel, but beth,leah and I were staying with ona, or Ella (toone)
They stayed with toony and I stayed with ona, she was probably now one of my best friends, to be fair I am extremely loyal,and I do kinda owe her for not letting me hit the floor.
"How you doing,last we spoke you said you were struggling," she says, and she is the only one I have told.
"I'm fine, just feel a bit like I'm burning out, I'm doing well, but I think I'm putting to much pressure on my self but I guess I'm more afraid that people will start to see me the way I see my self," u say finally being able to breathe without feeling like someone is sat in my chest constantly.
" and how do you see yourself," she asks, not what I was expecting but oh well.
"Good question, umm, I guess I see my self as the annoying buzz people here in their heads sometimes, like when its not there your happy but when it is you just become frustrated,"I explain as ona runs her hand through my hair.
" Oh sweetie, everything will be okay, and I'm glad you told me, " she says as we watch a film.
I'm pretty sure we fell asleep cause we woke up on the sofa, game day, means we can't be friends on the pitch today, sad times.

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Well the game was good, jonas is starting to use me as one of the starting forwards, which is good and I'm rarely getting subbed off this made me feel abit better, we won 1-0 so not bad, plus pretty good birthday present considering I scored, but anyway, both teams are going out tonight, I used my ID to get through the door, and got some great photos with my friends.

@ ellla8Willamson

Ment to be getting ready to go out for my 17th but got side tracked 😂 oh well. @ ona.battlle

Comments
Gio9Queiroz
Your late already, and its your birthday ❤
Leahwilliamson
This is why we don't leave you alone 😂

@ ona.battlle

Finally ready @ Ella8Willamson, took long enough, we on our way, happy birthday mate ❤

Comments .......

Ella8Willamson
Your the one that spent 30 minutes picking a top to wear only to go with the first option 😂 thank you ❤

Leahwilliamson
Ayy, your ready, see you soon

⚪🔴an, what are your opinions on this, would you like further development on there friendship🔴⚪