the new baller in town

~25~

Ella. They way she said it ringing throughout my head. Then the sigh, how could one person read the signals so wrong, what worse is the fact I just got up and left with out saying goodbye to anyone, Lucy, keira and I flew back that day, they could tell something was off but I didn't tell them, they didnt ask.

When we got back into where we live we went our separate ways which was only about 5 minutes which I scrolled through Instagram and found that alessia had posted on Instagram, with her boyfriend, shit, I shot my shot with a straight girl, she lead me on so that was her own fault, I said hello to ona and then grabbed my helmet of the side with my keys, she gave me a look but I was gone quicker than I had arrived.
Is speeding through the streets of Barcelona a good idea probably not, ehe it is what it is.

I stopped at a pier by the sea as that's where I like to relax. Got many texts from lia, leah Katie and ona but I'm going to turn my phone off, and leave it that way for a little while get away from the media and the stress of everything relax and be alone.

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Well I sat here until it started to get dark then decided to get back on the bike well I wanted to post something so turned my phone back on and did it, it was a fucking great photo as well

@ Ella8williamson

Went out for a cheeky bike ride and stayed at the beach for a few hours, would highly recommend!

Comments

Ona.battlle
Looks great ❤

Leahwilliamson
❤

AlessiaRusso
❤

God, she's all I'm thinking about and I hate it, the ride back from the beach was dangerous, it lashed it down with rain, my bike slid our from under me on a junction, which I may or may not have come up to, to fast. My trousers are ripped and there's blood on my leg. I need to block out thoughts of her, its distracting.

"I'm home," I say slightly limping through the door. To see most of the barca team there looking very concerned about where I was and now the state I'm in.
Ona is the first to hug me," I hate you," she wispers in my ear as she pulls away, " you can't just do that and you know it," she says smacking the back of my head.
"I'm sorry, " I mumble resting my head of her," would someone drive me to the hospital so I can get this stitched," I ask and alexia offers, yep of course it's my barca mother.
"Get In the car," she says helping me to the door.
"On it," I mutter.

The drive was silent for the first 10 minutes, until she spoke first.
"que cojones paso en inglaterra el,(what the fuck happened In England el,)" she asks in Spanish trying to figure out why I put myself in this situation I  the first place.
"me dispararon mi oportunidad por alguien que me hizo creer que ella sentía lo mismo que yo,( I shot my shot with someonewho made me believe that they felt the same way I did)," I say sighing at the sense of comfort I had been falsely lead into," this wasn't on purpose by the way lex, I came off my bike as it slipped from underneath me on my way home, I promise I didn't mean for this to happen, and that girl I tried it with, shes straight but spent months giving me signals that were more harm than good in the end," I say trying to convince her I didn't want this to happen.
"I'm still calling leah to tell her you came off it, you mi amor need to be more careful and I'm sorry about the girl but she is not the sun ok, you are don't let her dampen your spirit cariño," alexia says making me feel a little better," el, we can call leah now if you would like."
I nod afraid she is gonna want to come out here again to make sure I'm ok.

Phone call
E, Ella
L,leah
A, alexia

L, what the fuck, where are you Ella.

E, back in barca, I came home, but umm.

A, hey leah, we are on our way to the hospital as she came of a bike earlier and need some stitches In her leg, don't worry she is ok, ish.

L,I'm gonna kill you when you come back to the UK, as is lia, viv,Katie and Beth, you left without saying goodbye, you were ment to be here for a few more days, why did you leave El.

E, you know how alessia was sending me signals like on the plane, holding my hand the kisses of the forehead and the cuddling in the sofa with my clothes on, her asking me to stay with her that night but I slept downstairs on the floor so I didn't break boundaries that I wasn't sure of. Well I tried to tell her how I felt, turns out the first thing is she was leading me on and the second thing is she is straight.

L, oh Ella, I'm sorry are you ok.

E, I will be, once my leg is stitched up and the world stops feeling like it crashed down around me, but yeh I'm good le, I'll see you soon. Love you.

L, love you to, bye alexia, by el.

A, bye leah.

Phone call ended.

We're it to the hospital turns out it was a little worse than we thought need a small surgery to get a small fragment of metal that came off the bike and is now embedded into my leg.
"eres muy estúpido,( you are so stupid)," ona says comming into the room I am in and the one I am  currently high of my face in, which is fun I'm not going to lie,"un dia de estos vas a acabar muerto,(one of these days you are going to end up dead)" she continues as a small tear rolls down her face.
"Hey, alexia, look who it is, it's ona, my best friend," I say with a smile.
"Oh my god you're so high, but please be careful, of I'm taking your keys away, seriously, dont do this again sweetie," ona says pushing my hair our of my face.
"You love me," I mumble sleepily.
"Just a lil bit," she responds as alexia takes a photo of ona hugging me in the hospital bed

@ Alexiaputellas(story)

Well currently at hospital with
@ Ella8williamson who is being looked after as we can clearly see by
@ ona.battlle, had a small mishap and going for surgery not out for to long thank fully as we need our wonder kid. Love you el ❤